i cant even believe im doing this. i havent written in here for so loooong... and its 1:30 in the morning, and i should be sleeping, and if not sleeping doing something school related and productive. but here i am. my original purpose was looking for a new myspace layout, and somehow i was led to xanga. (oh the myspace/xanga controversy) so here goes: life is absolutely amazing right now. i was reading through my most recently posted entries, and i am pleased to announce that i did go to college after all. here i am, college. its pretty sweet. ive made such amazing friends!! i dont feel like a college student though... i guess i always assumed once i got to college i would feel older, and well, actually ready to face "the real world" where i pay for everything myself and my parents arent there to help me do whatever it is i need help doing... but i feel nowhere closer. which is kind of scary. ive devised a four stage plan of THE college student: stage one: oh, woah, hey... so there is more... ahh stage two: hmm, ok, so my original plan was to come up with the four stages, equivalent to the four years... but then i realized im still only in the beginning of stage one, how can i even tell whats next? (answer: i cant) thats really all i can think of for right now. xanga, youve been good to me. i enjoy the fact that here i can just write down how im feeling (better yet, with the assurance that not many people will even read this) good work. i am born anew in your genius
casey | 